"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending"
I'm ready to make MY new ending!

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

New week.....major detox!

Ok, I gained 3lbs while out of town. Phew! For a second there I thought that I would have done worse.

So I started back up yesterday, and by last night my body was aching, I mean headache, feeling queasy! I know it's just my body complaining and needing more sugar, salt, fat. It gets used to all of these things so easily and hates letting them go! Wow!

I am a bit more conformed after blowing steam about the job, I while trudge along and get things done, and then that's that. One of these days things will change or not, until I make them change.

Just like dieting, it has to be done by me, change is brought on by me and no one else....


Sunday, November 06, 2005

OK.....will take advantage to complain....

I am so sick of work....I can virtually say that I am bored, un-challenged and have lost the little respect I had left for the leadership of the company. My most loved and hated boss, just got the boot, he was the big cheese, so I know changes are coming. AK doesn't want me to quit until I have something else, but I am afraid that if I don't do something soon I will not only sabotage all I've done diet-wise, but will lose my mind....

Why can't people (men) understand that I don't need a corporate career, I just want a secure (whatever that means) but I want to have fun at my job again. Maybe the realization that I hate what I do.....or that I just want to change careers, or who knows....

I had to take the time to blow steam....last week I sucked I mean mega sucked at staying on any diet.

This week I will do better.....I know I will!!!!